EvEry LittLe ThinG
Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I GET THE STRANGEST FEELING THAT YOU'VE GONE AWAY
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @2:15 PM
MAD SEASON
Harlo everybody....its Christmas....ITS THE MAD SEASON TO BE IN......BEEN A MAD SEASON...so everyone enjoy our birth of Our Saviour....Jesus My Saviour who was born to die..its his b'day...he has come around in this mad season..
Mad Season by Matchbox 20
I feel stupid - but I know it wont last for long
Ive been guessing - I coulda been guessin wrong
You dont know me now
I kinda thought that you should somehow
Does that whole mad season got ya down
I feel stupid but its something that comes and goes
Ive been changin - think its funny how now one knows
We dont talk about - the little things that we do without
When that whole mad season comes around
So why ya gotta stand there
Looking like the answer now
It seems to me - youd come around
I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - Im lost and Im hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though Ive never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season
I feel stupid - but I think I been catchin on
I feel ugly - but I know I still turn you on
You seem colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
Will that whole mad season knock you down
So are you gonna stand there
Are you gonna help me out
You need to be together now - I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - Im lost and Im hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though Ive never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season
Now Im cryin - isnt that what you want
Im tryin to live my life on my own
But I wont
At times - I do believe I am strong
So someone tell me why, why, why
Do i, i, I feel stupid
And I came undone
And I came undone
I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - Im lost and Im hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though Ive never spoken
I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - Im a child and Im hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though Ive never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season
In this mad season
Theres been a mad season
Been a mad season
Mad enough?....
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @12:37 PM
Surely we can change the World
Just came back from YISS...the experience was good as usual... brought me to my knees in awe of wad my saviour can do...brought to me wad i should be doin now at this crossroads of my life.. a new calling.. a new life-changing call...it was always in line with all the purpose he have for me all along...moulded me to take up this new role... for what the new role is...it will be a secret till u ask me...hahahz.. well YISS helped me realise how foolish and stupid i have been in holding grudges and feeling victimised by the insanity of my own desctructive mind...learn to let go a lot...still under construction though...still got a lot to clean up but ever ready to be a better man...someone more visible as a person...not a normal person but an extraordinary person in Christ...i must have done a lot of bad things to deserve God's attention...hahahz...but yeah to those who feel offended by me...i am truly sorry for whatever i did...u dun have to change ur attitude towards me but i will towards you...these kind of things need a long adjustment..LOL....
They say that nothing is lost till its gone...and with the loss comes a new beginning... moving on is just a new thing for me...to be a person worthy to match up to someone,both people and I feel is worthy becoming...Becomin a better person everyday....Thanks for Everything God and you My people.... what can i be now without you here with me... Truly been blessed...and dun think i will leave my Joker side behind...NO I TELL UUUUUUUUUUUUU...... hahaz....
signing off with this song in my mind...mayb u could sing it with me....
Surely we can change by David Crowder Band
And the problem is this
We were bought with a kiss
But the cheek still turned
Even when it wasn’t hit
And I don’t know
What to do with a love like that
And I don’t know
How to be a love like that
When all the love in the world
Is right here among us
And hatred too
And so we must choose
What our hands will do
Where there is pain
Let there be grace
Where there is suffering
Bring serenity
For those afraid
Help them be brave
Where there is misery
Bring expectancy
And surely we can change
Surely we can change
Something
And the problem it seems
Is with you and me
Not the Love who came
To repair everything
And I don’t know
What to do with a love like that
And I don’t know
How to be a love like that
When all the love in the world
Is right here among us
And hatred too
And so we must choose
What our hands will do
Where there is pain
Let us bring grace
Where there is suffering
Bring serenity
For those afraid
Let us be brave
Where there is misery
Let us bring them relief
And surely we can change
Surely we can change
Oh, surely we can change
Something
Oh, the world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
Wad About U?...........
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Wednesday, December 05, 2007 @11:01 AM
Something's Missing
It's a few more hours before goin into YISS for decemeber...and i not sure whether i am ready for it...feelin a bit spiritually dry after all the things that have happened recently...but was listening to a song called needful hands by jars of clay and it really inspired me...
You are my eyes when I cannot see
You are my voice, see, sing through me
You are my strength in weakness be It kinda answered my prayer on how ready i would be....well Jesus said that he will take all our brokenness and make it new so hope durin the camp..may i be renewed...may it be a 4 day retreat for me away from the obvious subterfuge peers...
Yeah...i will be in camp the next few days till the 9th so i will be missing and of cuz missing all in my heart...LOLz...i sound sissfied...HAHAz....
Something's Gone and is lingerin in the abyss of my soul....
Something's missing by John Mayer
I'm not alone, I wish I was
'Cause then I'd know I was down because
I couldn't find a friend around
To love me like they do right now
They do right now
I'm dizzy from the shopping mall
I searched for joy but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pains
And a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate
Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
At all
When Autumn comes, it doesn't ask
It just walks in where it left you last
You never know when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart*
Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is
At all
I can't be sure that this state of mind
Is not of my own design
I wish there was an over-the-counter test for loneliness
For loneliness like this
Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
Something's different
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
Friends - check
Money - check
Well-slept - check
Opposite sex - check
Guitar - check
Microphone - check
Messages waiting on me when I come home - check
How come everything I think I need
Always comes with batteries?
What do you think it means?
How come everything I think I need...
Get it?????????
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Monday, December 03, 2007 @11:22 AM
Shade Of Shades
Shade of Shades...hurr...wad's that? i oso not sure....too bored this days...it gettin stagnant in the things i do every week.... feeling a false sense of alexithymia on the go...
I want to break every clock.
the hands of time could never move again.
We could stay in this moment for the rest of our lives.
Is it over now hey, hey is it over now?
Was it inevitable?Time passes by so fast....its already almost 1 year of fun, joy, pain and suffering...looking forward to Christmas and a new Year is born and praying that i grow more wiser as a person...
Desperation falls when there isn't a salvation...God lift me up...Turn me into something more beautiful than the past....a life hidden under glass...calls for a attitude change...changing walls of age... waiting in silence to find my existence and breathe of life....
Confused more and more each day...I'm Hangin on another day...just to see wad u might throw my way...and i'm hangin on the words u say...u said that i'll be ok....from the song broken by lifehouse...seems so ever true my call to God...
hahaz...this most post might seem totally random but well just showing wad's in my head these few days...ok too long a post for kj...signin off
Dismantle Repair Lyrics by Anberlin
one last glance from a taxi cab images scar my mind four weeks felt like years since your full attention was all mine the night was young and so were we talked about life, God, death, and your family didn't want any promises just my undivided honesty and so, oh, oh, things are gonna change now for the better oh, oh, things are gonna change oh they're gonna change I am the patron saint of lost causes a fraction of who I once believed (change) only a matter of time opinions I will try and rewrite if life had background music, playing your song, I've got to be honest, I tried to escape you but the orchestra plays on, and they sang, oh, oh, things are gonna change now for the better oh, oh, things are gonna change [Chorus 2x:] hands like secrets are the hardest thing to keep from you lines and phrases like knives your words can cut me through dismantle me down, (repair) you dismantle me, you dismantle me give me time to prove to prove I want the rest of yours (prelude) call this a prelude to a lifetime of you, it's not that I hang on every word, I hang myself on what you mean, its not that I keep hanging on, I'm never letting go, [Chorus 2x] [Bridge:] save me from myself save me from myself heyy save me from myself save me from myself oh, oh, things are gonna change now for the better oh, oh, things are gonna change [Chorus 4x]Hooooooooo....I hope i am being repaired soon....too faulty just like my spoilt laptop
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be