EvEry LittLe ThinG
Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I GET THE STRANGEST FEELING THAT YOU'VE GONE AWAY
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Friday, September 28, 2007 @1:44 AM
TrustFund Bank
Trust is a small word with many edges...some sharp some blunt...But what is Trust? Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing. is the definition...To me ..Trust is one of my most important values i uphold in life and feel that this world needs more trust in things that we do whether its business or even someone else's personal life...
Recently...VERY recently... i have tasted the 2 sides of trust...for the blunt side i was poked slightly but for the sharped edges i definetely was pierced through and through... for the blunt side... I got to know someone whom i found that i can trust my personal lifestories with and that there is a certain deep level of trust that cannot be bought with money.. and this feeling is known to have been sealed with assurance that it will never be out.. thanx for being trustworthy...u know who u are... on the other hand i have been pierced deeply by another whom i loved a lot...someone who i looked up to...someone whom i may have revered as the best of human kind...someone as a tower of strength, refuge... and this was wad happened... AS someone whom i loved above a lot of people...i told him something that i found was only by right he should know.. and cuz he was that trustworthy...upon tellin him...everything was alright till disaster struck...with his doppleganger if that would fool me...he had to make a harsh comment in front of my other friends.. this brought a sudden neurotical detachment to my head and at the same time brought me to question how fragile trust can be...could this be the end of our friendship? then i took a step back and realise that no it is not...in fact it maybe a time where each of us get to know our boundaries and our stands...mayb i have hidden my opinions somewhere in my chassis of secrets but yeah it is time for me to stand for what i believe in...YOU know who u are...i do not agree with your methods of "HELPIN " me so thanx a lot..you have made me understand trust is something so important that i may have almost forgotten since i always took it for granted....
Brings me to the teaching of the day for myself...how could Jesus deal with betrayal to his death...millions...mayb billions cry out to betray him... how did he deal with this misplaced trust he had on people...he told his daddy...THEY DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY DO? and died...Praise to Him on the highest throne he now stands...How often can we be like him...for me..this is a chance on how i can try to lead a christian life...forgive wad is done but somehow remember it for life... its funny how we can never let go of something until god lifts it up for you...Still lingerin in the presence of the lord...so anyone out there who has trust issues...embrace the double edged sword with God.
In my Silence and amazement (and probably still in anger)...i turn my eyes to our Saviour... singin
Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king
I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king
This Post is dedicated to someone who forced me to update so here u have it...lolz
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
