EvEry LittLe ThinG
Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I GET THE STRANGEST FEELING THAT YOU'VE GONE AWAY
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @2:12 AM
Indifference
I was reading Someone's blog recently when i came across the word Indifference: "Lack of emotion or interest." I feel that I am becoming someone with indifference now....Someone that has been cast away from everywhere and everything and I see myself becomin useless and emotionless... I feel so dead in what I do.....I used to be someone of life..someone of smiles and have a heart of Love... But now I see a Desert of death ....someone of Sadness and a Heart of Insanity.... I feel that I have nothin more to live for...not even for God...Wad i have learnt is now goin to be Wad i have learnt full stop...Not bout teachin bout wad i have learnt but bout wad i have learnt and it stays there cuz wadeva i have learnt will never reach the ears of others....
In my heart...I love God...I love Compassion..I love People who Loves me for who i am...but now...there is nothing I love...not even myself...I wonder to myself wad has happened to me or even my friends...is it that we are growing up that life has started to become more cruel and have taken its toll on us...Have we become so filled with pride more than we used to?.. I realised i have...I used to be insulted...be sniggered..be laughed at...and dun feel a single thing..but now the slightest comment about me makes my blood boil...to a point where i just want to fly away.
I have called out to God,Jesus but my prayers nvr seem to reach their ears of all the sins i bear....although it seems that God's blessings are new every morning..I feel blessed to know that i once knew him and he seems to be slipping away..the more i try to hold on to him...the further i stray...the more i tried to pray the more i got awry... How more can i keep myself in sanity?..i'm not too sure... talkin bout life values,principles,sayings,wisdom,knowledge... and comparin it to reality... I must say life's Ironic... I used to hate the word Hate...recently i have taken a liking for it...Hating Life and its jest...
Hides in my own room...slowly fading away......
Through the Dark by KT Tunstall
As I walk away
I look over my shoulder
To see what I'm leaving behind
Pieces of puzzles
And wishes on eyelashes fail
Oh, how do I show
All the love inside my heart?
For this is all new
And I'm feeling my way through the dark
I used to talk
With honest conviction
Of how I predicted my world
I'm gonna leave it to stargazers
Tell me what your telescope says
Oh, what is in store for me now?
It's coming apart
I know that its true
Cos I'm feeling my way through the dark
Trying to find a light on somewhere
Trying to find a light on somewhere
I'm finding I'm falling
in love with the dark over here
Oh, what do I know, I don't care
Where I start
For my troubles are few
As I'm feeling my way through the dark
Through the dark
I'm feeling my way through the dark
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
