EvEry LittLe ThinG
Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I GET THE STRANGEST FEELING THAT YOU'VE GONE AWAY
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Monday, September 11, 2006 @2:12 AM
FragMents of a Distorted Life....
harlo! haben post in a few days....well jst to say tt a lot of cool things happen let's start from fri 8 sept....cool day went for amplify prayer meet...woo hoo it was good tt night...cool worship....and yeah met someppl and kinda felt happy**...freddy gave a talk bout me and god....more like psychology lolz...hahaz he said wad ever situation i am in there's always a response tt determine an outcome....
Situation + reponse (how u react to it) = Result.... over these few days i experienced unusually all of these words....
Negative demonstration:
it started frm sat sept 9 lolz...all of gen was dotain online.....i,josh,heng,bran,james,emmanuel.....
in the middle of the game..heng was feeding,getting owned by the opp team....and oh boy did i do a wrong thing to scold him and all tt.....and yeah he left the game like a noob but wad the results was from the game was tt heng came out pissed and tt is the result for reacting negative to a situation u get a bad result
Positive deminstration:
then on the next day lolz....now i,bran,jp,james,mark ,brem and josh was playin...and yeah i dunno wad came over me this time and i felt an urge to react postive and to motivate my team which was 100% losing in the sense of skills....i chose to encourage some of them and IN THE END...Woo HOoOO..WE WON....i was actually quite shocked....but it proved to me one thing .....
SITUATION + ReactioN = is wad really makes the results
....i felt tt god was trying to tell me the msg of freddy's talk in a real experiential way...and i loved it even though i failed the 1st time when i pissed heng off... i am sorry father for reacting in a stupid way but at least u let me learn the hard way...so yeah sorry heng...and yeah on the same night of the negative demonstration- i was personally attacked by my closest kin.....tt game was more than a game i say and i will forgive cuz god told me to...scars will remain and only hope time will heal.....
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On the night of the negative demonstration, i was super angry and full of anger and the best part...my stepfather had to go get tipsy and started scolding my small bro and my mum....so stupid and unreasonable....and bein scolded for no reason from a man is a disgrace to ur integrity esp if u are scolding women and children.....sighz.....i had to go thru so much shit in one night...all the agony and pain ended shockingly a bit sweeter....hahaz...i got to talk to my mum bour her plans in the future and my plans in the future...to avoid the wrath of my stepdad's mouth..my mum slept in the guys room (my bro and i) for a while and yeah we chatted for quite long and yeah i was not always close to mt mum since birth and yeah it was a good talk tt night and made me realise tt i love my mum more now...i wasn't really close to my mum or even bothered to talk to her on casual stuff only impt stuff we will tok but now i can talk casually to my mum which i felt was so good...thanx god for all these experiences....
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slacking my life now since its the hols....and bein a potato couch i am....hey guys anybody out there tt wanna go out feel free to ask me out cuz i am so BORED....so yeah ending of here
"to whom i met with a great sigh
though the face nvr shows wads inside
i nvr know when i will embrace u by my side
but most likely it will take me forever to confide
so here i walk away with a smirk of sadness losing wad's of sight
i will be missin u always...........A*"
SOngs that caught my ear Today:
Mighty to save by hillsongs
Alpha and Omega by various artists (lolz dun ask who cuz i dunno)
Great ReCOmendations As UsUAL........
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
