EvEry LittLe ThinG
Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I GET THE STRANGEST FEELING THAT YOU'VE GONE AWAY
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Saturday, September 30, 2006 @2:53 AM
Special MissioN for everyOne
i feel great...we just had a session on worship and empowerment on our regular practise cuz Bao and Nats cannot make it....and yeah god gave me an idea to do my session tt day...how long does it take to do a good session for a group of ppl looking for faith>>?? i was panicking...i didn't wad to do for my worship team on tt day... guess wad god did to me to prove tt i was wrong??
his answer was..................................INSTANT just do it
hahaz.....he gave me an idea on the spot to tell my team that they are special and we are called to this earth not to lead ordinary lives but unordinary lives..so u can say SPECIAL EXTRA UNordinary life....if we are the prince and princesses and heirs of heaven....can we really be called ORDINARY BEINGS??? ...........nahz.....god gave us a reason to be here....so know that u were born and made as a super extra unordinary being....u see
let me give u an example: animals and human beings are both warm blooded creature but the difference is we can talk we can think...
isn't tt special enough for u???
this could be us if god didn't make us special ----^
so realise that u are special and worthy....the session was good and i believe u guys my friends in christ will move in faith....and those in the worship team...u will be the best......u nvr fail to make me happy with the excellence u bring so dun deny it....
as the drehz say " IN MY LIFE..i foUnd a chapter that really shows that GOD IS so MAGNIFICENT when u see ur friends turn to him and all change for the better ..it is so satisfying that we cannot describe in words." so must use Gift of tongues...hurhur
i just went for amplify prayer meet as usual and this week was kinda cool...it was a combined meeting with the adults and youth...ppl would say YUCKS....but i say they are cool if u see them behavin in a very open manner... they are just like us just a bit more deep...heard a talk frm Fr william goh...it was damn cool..it was a talk which i did not slp thru for some weird reason...he was talking bout family life....tt all starts with the parents....if we dun show our children the way of christ,,,who can say tt they will turn out fine??.... well my family is not conducive for love but i turned out fine....well i guess i was the retarded one....so yeah GENERALLY...children will turn bad when the family is bad so yeah parents gotta stay tgt for the child to be a person of worth...
PArents need to learn wad is humility...to dun be so authoratative and full of pride...cuz i bet u...we youths dun open 1st,,unless u open ur mouth...say AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!...moral of the talk was ...parents got to GET MARRIED when ur love is founded on the love of god rather than the love of secular things...A FAMILY WHO PRAYS TOGETHER STAYS TOGETHER......
this kinda can't work out for me though...considering i am the only catholic at HOME....hoo hoo...GOD save me...BUT i will work for it....it may take years but i will get there..........
Youth mass is here...gonna sing for GOD man....feel it is lacking but i know it will get better in the future...and the future is Sd70.... hoo hoo....
to all my Heads OF Sd70 genesis....WAR HAS STARTED...GATHER UP UR WEAPONS cuz its a battle we must fight...not for us but for the lord...we will establish a christ centred ministry.....
Somthing i did when i was rushin to finish this post --^
ok i guess that's all for know...hope i post often cuz still hooked to the world of warcraft.....hahaz....good game....means no life....till next time
SOngs that CaugHt my EAr TOday:
HomeWArd Bound By Among The Thirsty
Freedom we Know by Hillsongs..
GreaT recommendations As UsUaL..........
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Sunday, September 24, 2006 @3:09 AM
Cool DaYs
Haven't been posting for bout 2 weeks now/......cuz so lazy and been busy playing games and stuff.........a lot of happened this 2 weeks..and wadeva good wadeva bad its all a tribute to god cuz life has nvr been easy or diffcult... the worship team of genesis has been going good..all of us has been pushing for excellence and i really wanna thank all of u for it...no matter wad happens like no equipment...equipment suddenly go haywire...music doesn't sound right>> it all means we are doing too good if you know wad i mean....cuz wad we do off stage and on stage is worship....and worship pleases someone.. dun ask me who......i jst wanna oso thank the worship team in amplify ministries...cuz u all are just so great....i dunno wad to say when it comes to u guys cuz u all are just so good...just so imcomparable to wad u call "friends" in the real world...u dare to care and share and u just dun care not forgetting loving ppl no matter who they are...i am greatful for all the edifying and chances u have given me to improve my worship to god and my personal improvment of my being and u guys have always been my role models.... i dun think i have ever spoken bout them on this blog yet but jst to tell u...
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tt amplify WORSHIP TEAM ROX.....a dedicated number of individuals that pour their heart and soul jst for other ppl and not complaining when we face difficulties and all so forgiving...i have been in the worship team of amplify for bout 8 months now and i have grown so much in this period..8 months?? wad can it do?? it passes by so fast...well i tell u 8 months can turn ur life around spiralling downwards or upwards it all depends on u and enviroment.... just to face a madness enviroment where ppl care for each other...seldom bein unhappy bout each other is amazing...i just dunno how they do tt but tt's how i got sucked into there....hurhur...jst finished singing today in the mass tt amplify ministries has conducted and it was great,,,the music was good and i was touched...it was so moving...so yeah thanx agn guys
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Well been doing nothing much these few days....but bein bored at home agn...no one has called me to go out since the last post =( ....i dun wanna stay at home i need some activity....on wekdays...hahaz...weekends i am always out...heard a talk recently.....why must we study so hard or chase after senseless things like betta results or jobs???....hahaz....and to know tt when we are done with work there is always more work...sounds ironic but its true....we will nvr finish OUR WORK totally cuz WORK always builds up......hahaz..long story but moral of tt talk for me was dun chase after senseless materialistic stuff when God has already a plan for u..... and dun pia(push) so hard when u can do average...hahaz..anyway gonna be gone for now...hope i will update more so see u soon..............
ME nowadays at home feels like this man----------^
" finding is better than losing
sadly i have always been losing
try as i may to find my doors closing
shutting my eyes turning to choosing
dreams of could and would beens...
awaiting for my father's gifts
i await in sweet bitterness...."
Songs that caught my ear today:
I'm held by your love by Bob Fitts
The Girl from Ipanema ( some brazillian jazz song) cool music lahz
Only God for me By Gary Sadler
GREAT RecomEnDations as UsUaL.............
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Monday, September 11, 2006 @2:12 AM
FragMents of a Distorted Life....
harlo! haben post in a few days....well jst to say tt a lot of cool things happen let's start from fri 8 sept....cool day went for amplify prayer meet...woo hoo it was good tt night...cool worship....and yeah met someppl and kinda felt happy**...freddy gave a talk bout me and god....more like psychology lolz...hahaz he said wad ever situation i am in there's always a response tt determine an outcome....
Situation + reponse (how u react to it) = Result.... over these few days i experienced unusually all of these words....
Negative demonstration:
it started frm sat sept 9 lolz...all of gen was dotain online.....i,josh,heng,bran,james,emmanuel.....
in the middle of the game..heng was feeding,getting owned by the opp team....and oh boy did i do a wrong thing to scold him and all tt.....and yeah he left the game like a noob but wad the results was from the game was tt heng came out pissed and tt is the result for reacting negative to a situation u get a bad result
Positive deminstration:
then on the next day lolz....now i,bran,jp,james,mark ,brem and josh was playin...and yeah i dunno wad came over me this time and i felt an urge to react postive and to motivate my team which was 100% losing in the sense of skills....i chose to encourage some of them and IN THE END...Woo HOoOO..WE WON....i was actually quite shocked....but it proved to me one thing .....
SITUATION + ReactioN = is wad really makes the results
....i felt tt god was trying to tell me the msg of freddy's talk in a real experiential way...and i loved it even though i failed the 1st time when i pissed heng off... i am sorry father for reacting in a stupid way but at least u let me learn the hard way...so yeah sorry heng...and yeah on the same night of the negative demonstration- i was personally attacked by my closest kin.....tt game was more than a game i say and i will forgive cuz god told me to...scars will remain and only hope time will heal.....
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On the night of the negative demonstration, i was super angry and full of anger and the best part...my stepfather had to go get tipsy and started scolding my small bro and my mum....so stupid and unreasonable....and bein scolded for no reason from a man is a disgrace to ur integrity esp if u are scolding women and children.....sighz.....i had to go thru so much shit in one night...all the agony and pain ended shockingly a bit sweeter....hahaz...i got to talk to my mum bour her plans in the future and my plans in the future...to avoid the wrath of my stepdad's mouth..my mum slept in the guys room (my bro and i) for a while and yeah we chatted for quite long and yeah i was not always close to mt mum since birth and yeah it was a good talk tt night and made me realise tt i love my mum more now...i wasn't really close to my mum or even bothered to talk to her on casual stuff only impt stuff we will tok but now i can talk casually to my mum which i felt was so good...thanx god for all these experiences....
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slacking my life now since its the hols....and bein a potato couch i am....hey guys anybody out there tt wanna go out feel free to ask me out cuz i am so BORED....so yeah ending of here
"to whom i met with a great sigh
though the face nvr shows wads inside
i nvr know when i will embrace u by my side
but most likely it will take me forever to confide
so here i walk away with a smirk of sadness losing wad's of sight
i will be missin u always...........A*"
SOngs that caught my ear Today:
Mighty to save by hillsongs
Alpha and Omega by various artists (lolz dun ask who cuz i dunno)
Great ReCOmendations As UsUAL........
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Thursday, September 07, 2006 @3:13 AM
Worship Team Embarkment
Had a very good/bad today.....today was my 1st worship team session for our GENESIS....those who dunno stay as u dunno those tt know keep ur mouth shut even more...lolz....well everything has been going wrong these few days to try to stop this event frm happening....
1. we could not get the room we wanted
2.we did not have the equipment we wanted
3,i wanted to photocopy at my hse today the session notes but it had to particularly had to break down today.
4. Nats got High fever
5.WE GOT SPOTTED.....hoooOOoooOo
something was clearly wrong and i could sense it .....u wait i'm tellin u..soon u will be defeated trust me...we will get ppl to praise the lord AMEN/....
but the lord shine on us and made things new man:
1. we got a different room but found out it was better
2.we got more than enough equipment
3, i found a cheap photocopy shop than my house shophouses
4.She will come next week
and
5. go away and dun disturb us those who saw us
.....
lolz...the session to me was a blast man....although we did only one song but i really loved the way u all were trying to work for excellence in praising the lord man....so yeah my greatest hopes are on all of u in the Worship team(WT)...Jon Eu...John Paul...James...Josh tan...Nats Anthony....really could feel this group is gonna be annointed as we play and sing our heart out all for u o lord...
i just feel so amazed that everything is workin out and because its so hard to reach wad we want it to be it makes everything so satisfying, so worthwhile and to surely see ppl edified at how we play for them to worship....continue man.....i love ya guys foreva and foreva.....YOUR LOVES GOES ON FOREVER....ends with a SMILE TO LAST mayb jst tml =D......
Psalms 115 verse 1
"Not unto us , O Lord , Not unto us, but unto thy Name give glory,
for thy mercy and thy Truths' sake"
Songs that caught my ear TOday:
Your Love Goes on Forever by Sonicflood
Once Again by Fusebox
Great ReComEndations as UsUaL.......................
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 @3:01 AM
Worship Symposium
Today i attended the 2nd day of worship undivided,worship symposium 2006..i didn't write yesterday due to the early startin of the 2nd day.....wad i experienced so far is immensly great experience for all musicians especially those in a worship team...the 1st day i went for my vocal clinic ...which was very good for me as i have learnt the various techniques to warm up my vocals...and today oso learn how to stretch a bit of my range and how to find out ur original voice...but i still cannot figure out mine....darnz....well i went with josh,jon Eu, and bernard and all of them enjoyed their music clinics a lot too...i was so impressed tt everyone loved their clinics....hahaz,,,,this shows tt the cost of this workshop ($60) was worth it man...anyway they gave 2 free cds of praise and worship so yeah cheapo ones but still something ahz.....had so many boring talks for today but still input a bit of the aspect of worship like increasin creativity in worship space....
THE END WAS NOT NEAR......it came to the concert and yeah it was open to the public so yeah called JP and James down for the concert and boy were we amazed at wad we heard man.....the BAND was kinda boring and impressive for the 1st day but on the 2nd day they were EXPLOSIVES....BOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!! wah...Oh MY GOODNESS they were so good man.....i mean havin a 8 piece band is hard enuf...playin music damn nice with tt band is definetely impressive....i saw 8 musicians playing with discipline to stay with each other which i feel is sth lackin in the bands today..always trying to get the most attention....but this was different..u can actually hear the individual instruments playin and it was jst so amazing...and this was a worship band man....i will make them my role model for my worship team man........the music for the concert was a blast.....they played with intensity and kinda like it...jazz and all that ......my mouth couldn't stop singing in praise of the lord together with the music tt was playin in the concert cuz it was jst so amazing.....i guess all worship teams tt didn't go has quite wasted a chance for them to learn man...anyway if u ask me i might tell u all about it.....
BEST OF ALL...all the musicians WERE SO PROFESSIONAL AND HUMBLE.....they nvr once acted like "hey i so pro..u get lost..." btw they all ang moh.....they were jst so willing to teach or explain anything that we participants wanted to find out....they were so patient and not putting any airs which was so amazing its so hard to find this kind of musicians nowadays...guess they're worship team musicians tt's why so humble....all for jesus man...wish to cultivate this kind of culture in my church ....cuz its jst so amazing to see them stayin at the same level as us....no difference in status..all are equal which is hard to do unless u are really humble//.......
JST TO END with a good note:
PRAISE THE LORD IN ALL THE HIGHEST HEAVENS CUZ HE IS IMBA
(when i wish to eat curry puff to satisfy my gastric in the morning rush to the workshop...HE put a curry puff store which was illegal at the bus stop...and i got to eat my breakfast in amazement of how the lord has done things for me when i dun even do things his way sometimes!!)
SOngs that caught my ear Today:
Man in the mirror(instrumental) by Tuck Andrees
Mombasa by TOmmy Emmanuel
track 9(dunno titile of track) by Andy Timmons
All donated by jonathan Eu....but so nice the music anyway
Great Recommendations As UsUaL.......
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Sunday, September 03, 2006 @1:57 AM
WorShiP WonderS
Today James came my hse practise for worship today man....hahaz practised until we missed MASS (oopS!!) ..hahaz....after tt went to parkway to meet genesis members for dinner then was feeling sad due to the numbers turning up for my 1st leading of mini worship i heard 4 only man....i was so sad and dissapointed and jst felt demoralised.
The Dinner was great but the numbers already spoilt my mood....but when i met them for dinner there was at least more ppl....wanna thank all for comin..u guys were my support for my journey....initially didn't decide to lead anymore and jst play DOTA but in the end kena drag to east coast for the session.....(glad i was dragged)...was still feeling very down but i decided jst follow lahz/... and in the end we came to a table and then everything started kickin in ....shaun proceeded to do prayers and ask me to start the session...Suddenly an urge to play jst came over me....it wasn't me anymore it was sth more....i then proceeded to leading my 1st song with James(thank u dreh cuz if u weren't there i will be nowhere!!) and words were spoken out of my mouth and it wasn't me..it was a kinda 3rd person view looking at myself doin wonderful worship and then shaun prayed for all people for their comin EXAMS....lolz...mine pass le a bit too late and gonna fail 2 MODULES CONFIRM....boy do i needed tt prayer earlier....and ended with a worship song and started my worship leading career....i thank u lord jesus for the wonderful 1st leading of my mini worship session..it felt so good....even though numbers were small but faith was big in the session....good start for it and i cannot express how lovely u are in ur weird way of doing things//....
Went home after tt and prob had a smile on my face le ...=) ....I just wanna say leading worship is not easy without God bein in UR HEART.....he wasn't in my heart when i led but in the end he somehow inspired and shove his way thru it today and lord I AM AMAZED....probably think i'm crazy then well jst to say it for ppl..I'm A JESUS MANIAC.....lolz.....
SOngs that caught my Ear Today:
From the inside out by hillsongs
Blessed by hillsongs
Good Recomendations As Usual..................
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
