EvEry LittLe ThinG
Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time..oooh
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I GET THE STRANGEST FEELING THAT YOU'VE GONE AWAY
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Saturday, January 24, 2009 @2:40 AM
FOR JKKKKKKK and My Job~!!!!!!!!!!!!Live, I wanna live inspired
Die, I wanna die for something
Facing towards the heavens
I fell into a pitch black
I'm moments from landing and I'm shaking like a heart attack
Is there time, can I turn back
I've made mistakes in the past
Need a chance, can't say goodbye
Wish I could set things right tonight
Live, I wanna live inspired
Die, I wanna die for something higher than myself
Live and die for anyone else
The more I live I see this life's not about me
All I know spins out of control
Wonder what's next for a hardened soul
Nothing I earned can save me now
Here in what may be my final hour
Is there time, can I turn back
I've made mistakes, well, in the past
Need a chance, can't say goodbye
Wish I could set things right tonight
Live, I wanna live inspired
Die, I wanna die for something higher than myself
Live and die for anyone else
The more I live I see this life's not about me
Don't wanna leave this world knowing I breathed in vain
Looked out for myself, so sorry, so ashamed
Don't wanna leave this life knowing I barely tried
To chase down all my dreams that I hid away on the inside
Live, I wanna live on fire
Die, I wanna burn out brighter
Brighter than the Northern lights
Wanna live to feel the daylight
The more I live I see this life's not about me
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Thursday, January 22, 2009 @1:11 AM
*Sighs*
I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the moon just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind
and I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 @11:57 PM
Gone Gone Gone
Time creeps and goes like the shadows in the night that keep haunting you while you contemplate on what goes on in the distant future. Blight upon those cursed memories that bind you to the very ground that doesn't allow you to keep your sanity in check which just blurts the person you really are. Denial of a could be always ends in a spiraling of regrets that hurt me right to the bone. Morning falls like rain, into the city life, there goes another night. Losing my breath in waves, Knowing that every crash, is bleeding the hour glass.These Hard times..Shessh
Details in the Fabric - Jason Mraz Featuring James Morrison
Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads and
Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything
Hold your own
Know your name
Go your own way
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)
Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)
Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine? (Go your own way)
Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own)
Hell no reason go on and scream (Know your name)
If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing
Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold 
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Sunday, January 04, 2009 @1:57 AM
Where Will The Kite Go?Just got back from this amazing place called love the world soul rock which is a bistro and bar that plays Christian or rather God related music which is really really good...located at the singapore flyer it aims to attract people to listen to music related to god. Musicians and singers there are amazing. They bring in the inspiration that has definetely pushed me to tell myself to improve...there are many songs that people need to hear that speaks about life, love and faith which i want to bring across one day to the hearts of those starving for truth and justice and not some facade that we all keep dwelling in the shadows..whether it really happens i dunno... but I really want to give my all to JK... with my current job swinging in. Dreams and Job are conflicting i gotta find a solution soon.
GOD HELPLES ME~!!!!!!!!!
the Bar and Bistro Website (go check it out): http://lovetheworldsoulrock.com/index.html Let this song express how i feel....BONO FTWKite by U2 Something is about to give
I can feel it coming
I think I know what it is
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to live
And when I'm flat on my back
I hope to feel like I did
And hardness, it sets in
You need some protection
The thinner the skin
I want you to know
That you don't need me anymore
I want you to know
You don't need anyone
Or anything at all
Who's to say where the wind will take you?
Who's to say what it is will break you?
I don't know, which way the wind will blow
Who's to know when the time has come around?
Don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye
It's summer, I can taste the salt of the sea
There's a kite blowing out of control on the breeze
I wonder what's gonna happen to you
You wonder what has happened to me...
I'm a man, I'm not a child...
A man who sees
The shadow behind your eyes
Who's to say where the wind will take you?
Who's to say what it is will break you?
I don't know, where the wind will blow
Who's to know when the time has come around?
I don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye
Did I waste it?
Not so much I couldn't taste it
Life should be fragrant
Rooftop to the basement
The last of the rock stars
When hip hop drove the big cars
In the time when new media
Was the big idea
That was the big idea
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Thursday, January 01, 2009 @3:27 AM
So Long So Long Year 2008First of All...Welcome 2009...Exciting Year I Believe...
Not Been Blogging for a Year but decided to continue Blogging again..Christmas Has just Passed...
It was Great Seeing everyone..Faces You have not seen in a year and really miss and wish to hang out but knowing that each will go its own way in less than a few hours..
Ushering the new year is gonna be a challenge for me..These are Things I need to Look for AKA Resolutions...
1. My Job At Prudential/Civil Defence
This is a very scary feeling to lose my freedom and my life to the life of working but i will look forward and be positive bout this aspect as there is no turning back. Need Prayers and of course if u are free to meet me please do. Civil Defence has claimed my freedom starting from the 7th of April for those who don't know yet. I would try my best to slack and give my dilligence to not doing anything.Yes that'll be FUN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. My Weight
This might be a common issue for everyone. Everyone seems to be so concerned about it, so i am definetely affected. Everyone I meet has been calling me FAT...YES I AM FAT....hahaz...I am Determined to lose at least 10kg if not i will Treat all my close friends dinner at a nice place...so its a do or die thing.
3.My Character
This Would be the hardest, Firstly, I must NOT be LAZY or LATE. This has always been a problem for me and I would like to change it very much. I have always been labeled unintelligent and useless and untidy by my dear peers and I would like to change that opinion because i am sick of being butt of their jokes. Been going on for like forever so I hope there's an end to this.
4. My Pocket
POCKET?! I need money...who doesn't... I need to do many things like learn driving and get a new com and lappy....sth essential
5.CENSORED
I NEED A CENSORED....21 years old with no one to love....yes i am deprived and a noob so god please send an angel in disguise as lonely boy(refered to as a BEAST) needs some attention...
Yes that'll be all for year 2009
Just came back home from new year celebrations with Josh, Eman and Freda...4 singles on a lonely new year...life's a doggles....Slowly it fades through the years on how many people actually celebrated new years..
Times when I was at Jon Desker place...with all of Genesis people was like 20 people or more...Damn,~!!!!!!!! those were fun times...I guess Cruel Things happen and i just think that i'll fade from people's memories soon.
Hi...Are U listening? cuz no one ever does listen....
SO YEAH HAPPY SHAHRAZ NEW YEAR DINKLETS
So Long, So Long - Dashboard Confessional
Hand out the window
Floating on air
Just a flip of the wrist and I'm waving you goodbye
Drive past the lifeguard stand
Where I sit around
Waiting for you to remember
As I drive...
How the girls
Can turn to ghosts before your eyes
And the very dreams that led to them
Are keeping them from dying
And how the grace with which she walked into your life
Will stay with you in your steps
Pace with you a while
For so long, so long x2
The speaker in this door is blown
So nothing sounds quite right
Taking my time taking this drive
waving this town, goodbye
And I drive this ocean road
And remember
The small of your back,
nape of your neck
I remember everything
as I drive, I'm waving this town goodbye
How the girls
Can turn to ghosts before your eyes
And the very dreams that led to them
Are keeping them from dying
And how the grace with which she walked into your life
Will stay with you in your steps
And pace with you a while
So long, so long
(Interlude of da da dum…)
And I will leave under the cover
Of summer’s kiss upon the sky
Like the stone face of your lover
Just before she says goodbye
I was certain that the season
Could be held between my arms
But just as summer’s hold is fleeting
I was here but now I’m gone (so long, so long)
I’m gone (so long, so long)
I'm gone, I'm gone x5 ( so long, so long...)
(interlude of da da dum…)
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @2:15 PM
MAD SEASON
Harlo everybody....its Christmas....ITS THE MAD SEASON TO BE IN......BEEN A MAD SEASON...so everyone enjoy our birth of Our Saviour....Jesus My Saviour who was born to die..its his b'day...he has come around in this mad season..
Mad Season by Matchbox 20
I feel stupid - but I know it wont last for long
Ive been guessing - I coulda been guessin wrong
You dont know me now
I kinda thought that you should somehow
Does that whole mad season got ya down
I feel stupid but its something that comes and goes
Ive been changin - think its funny how now one knows
We dont talk about - the little things that we do without
When that whole mad season comes around
So why ya gotta stand there
Looking like the answer now
It seems to me - youd come around
I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - Im lost and Im hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though Ive never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season
I feel stupid - but I think I been catchin on
I feel ugly - but I know I still turn you on
You seem colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
Will that whole mad season knock you down
So are you gonna stand there
Are you gonna help me out
You need to be together now - I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - Im lost and Im hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though Ive never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season
Now Im cryin - isnt that what you want
Im tryin to live my life on my own
But I wont
At times - I do believe I am strong
So someone tell me why, why, why
Do i, i, I feel stupid
And I came undone
And I came undone
I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - Im lost and Im hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though Ive never spoken
I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - Im a child and Im hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though Ive never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season
In this mad season
Theres been a mad season
Been a mad season
Mad enough?....
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @12:37 PM
Surely we can change the World
Just came back from YISS...the experience was good as usual... brought me to my knees in awe of wad my saviour can do...brought to me wad i should be doin now at this crossroads of my life.. a new calling.. a new life-changing call...it was always in line with all the purpose he have for me all along...moulded me to take up this new role... for what the new role is...it will be a secret till u ask me...hahahz.. well YISS helped me realise how foolish and stupid i have been in holding grudges and feeling victimised by the insanity of my own desctructive mind...learn to let go a lot...still under construction though...still got a lot to clean up but ever ready to be a better man...someone more visible as a person...not a normal person but an extraordinary person in Christ...i must have done a lot of bad things to deserve God's attention...hahahz...but yeah to those who feel offended by me...i am truly sorry for whatever i did...u dun have to change ur attitude towards me but i will towards you...these kind of things need a long adjustment..LOL....
They say that nothing is lost till its gone...and with the loss comes a new beginning... moving on is just a new thing for me...to be a person worthy to match up to someone,both people and I feel is worthy becoming...Becomin a better person everyday....Thanks for Everything God and you My people.... what can i be now without you here with me... Truly been blessed...and dun think i will leave my Joker side behind...NO I TELL UUUUUUUUUUUUU...... hahaz....
signing off with this song in my mind...mayb u could sing it with me....
Surely we can change by David Crowder Band
And the problem is this
We were bought with a kiss
But the cheek still turned
Even when it wasn’t hit
And I don’t know
What to do with a love like that
And I don’t know
How to be a love like that
When all the love in the world
Is right here among us
And hatred too
And so we must choose
What our hands will do
Where there is pain
Let there be grace
Where there is suffering
Bring serenity
For those afraid
Help them be brave
Where there is misery
Bring expectancy
And surely we can change
Surely we can change
Something
And the problem it seems
Is with you and me
Not the Love who came
To repair everything
And I don’t know
What to do with a love like that
And I don’t know
How to be a love like that
When all the love in the world
Is right here among us
And hatred too
And so we must choose
What our hands will do
Where there is pain
Let us bring grace
Where there is suffering
Bring serenity
For those afraid
Let us be brave
Where there is misery
Let us bring them relief
And surely we can change
Surely we can change
Oh, surely we can change
Something
Oh, the world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
The whole world’s about to change
Wad About U?...........
Left Silently
Heaven Is where i Wanna be
